This Luck Charm Doesn't Work!

What a sad moment... A very big failure in my life ever. It's not about death or life, but about my future. My dream ruined like a nightmare. I've seen many triumphs and failures before, but this is a remarkable one.
This is the fact. I fail in Gajah Mada University Entrance Test. Actually, I had prepared for the worst possibilty, but I couldn't help this feeling. Now, I have to start from the beginning again.
I'm dumb. No, I'm dumber. Nope, I'm even dumberer. But there's a surprising fact. Only 2 classmates (as far as I know) passed this test. Actually we're from special class (don't be confused, not an idiot groups). It's out of our expectations! Maybe we had underestimated this matter. I must confess that I'm dumb, I'm deserved to get this. But, I'm worthy to get a good future. Or maybe this is my destiny as He would give me better place? Only He who knows...
For they who feel the same, don't worry, life still goes on. Be cheerful and keep studying! We can overcome this matter!